I Wish I Had a Dad

I haven't had supportive shoulder
Throughout my entire life.
He wasn't there when I wanted
He didn't teach me how to drive.

I lived already for a while
And didn't think about that.
I gave to everybody smile
Encouraged people worry less.

Like every major life event
This one has left a strong emotion.
I didn't know it can affect
My heart, my values, and being social.

Confession always was the hardest part
In every single situation.
But I suppose the absence of my dad
Has made my soul a decent elevation.

I can't change past, it is impossible
What happened then, it won't get back.
However I have still control on destiny
And in the future I will be a great dad.

Created: Nov, 2016